To start off, I think I'll just say that I'm having a panic attack. I only do things for other people. I put my feelings very very last. I'll apologize for days. I'll cry because I hurt someone. I don't seem to care if I get hurt as long as everyone else is all fine and dandy. I can't help it. I can't. The guilt I feel when someone's mad r hurt because of me i unimaginable. I can't handle it. I really can't handle much right now. I feel like I treat myself so horribly all for other people. I know it'a not healthy but I just can't seem to figure out any other way of living. I want help.
Love,
Me
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